Introducing my self... :)

Assalamualaikum,

Let me introduce my self and why i created this blog... :) 

Nothing else, just want to express my feeling towards everything especially when comes to BABY issue (sob..sob...sob)..yaaa and my personal life, my family, my friends, my work....sometimes i do need someone to lend her shoulder on me, but i do not know who or most important thing is she undestand my situation? i have a bunch of friends..just name it..bff, my colleague, my schoolmate even my family ..sibling but nope... i dont trust them! why?? i dont have the answer...huhu owh yaa..i do lovee them very much..yesss veryyy much!!

Sometimes they dont even know that im suffering from their words...conversation...no..no..no...except ME.

Owh ya btw im ttcians...  :)  married for almost 5 years, a very very hard years for me without a baby (sob...sob...sob).  Treatment? erm...npe i did not get any...mcm urut or amik supplements tu ada laa....lain nope...maybe i will but laterrr.. (hehe mcm umo mude ye dokkk)....but yess not having a baby sangat menyakitkan...org tak faham..org tak tau..org hanya nampak im a happy go lucky person..but deep..deep inside ni haaa adoiiii....sedeyyy....but i do grateful sbb ada mr. hun, family, family in law, friends...all of them very the supportive....

Let me warn you, in next next entry ...will be emotional story moryyyy..hahahaha...suke baco tak suke just leave it!!! let me meroyan kat dlm ni....rase2 mcm nak fitammmm just tekan butang (X)....agagagagaga!

Owh ya nape blog ai name dia "Bunga Hati Saya"...sbb sayaaa berangan nak baby gurl!! and i nak named her as "Bunga" and she's gonna be my precious bunga in my heart... :)  harap2 berangan tu jd kenyataan kann dan pencarian bunga akan dipermudahkan oleh NYA amin...but if dapat baby boy pun ai akan bersyukur sgt....doakan aii ....

Kite sambung next entry........

XOXO,

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