HOw do you FEEL??

Assalamualaikum,

Terasa nak luah somthing.....tak tau nak cite ke tak tp fikir punya fikir argghhh just write it here better..cite kat org bukan dorang paham kannn.  Mcm ni last month ade satu masa im not feeling weĺl..batuk +flu+damammmm. Stress gile oìiì!! Slalu aiii kalau demam flu bagai less thn a wèek recover dah...ni da 2 weeks still lg demam on n off, flu berterusan n batuk ok skit....

Nak dijdkan cite one of my colleague ckp "eh...ntah2 ko ni ngandung kottttt" which is x terlintas langsung kat otak aku ni haaa....sbb cik p aku mmg tingtong...kjp ade kjp xde....suke2 dia mai...si kwn itu suh aku buat upt...haaaaaaa seriau tauuu sbb ape? Sbb dlm entry aku yg mule2 kan ai btau yg aku seorg ttcians.....so kok cte bab BABY ni mmg aku suke berhaarap...(even tau kdg2 harap tu x bgs tuk kesihatan...sob....sob..sob)

Tp hati kate "mcm xde....." ai pon dok gegehhh la gune cik puan google....tanda2 awl2 kan...kan.kann....suprisingly sume tanda2 ade tanpe ai sedari huhuhu...tkpelah i dok gegeh kali ni g bli upt....beselah org ckp buat upt early in the morng baru accurae result nye....tp knowing me my self sifat saboooo tu kuranggg hahahahah jd nye aku buat ptg tu gak....n the result mcm ni 😕

Dannnn ini lg......

Sooooo.....what do you thnk???ade or xde... 😣

Kalau korang perasan mmg ade 1 line lg yg agak samar.....blurrrrr...... (tp kok x nmpk sowey lah hehehe) sbb bile tunjuk kat cik hun dia trs kate nampak (mayybe kenmpakan garisan itu d pengaruhi oleh keinginan dia nak baby ke or mmg dia nmpak betul) ....but i do send tis pic to my sis...n she said yess tooo..... ade 2 line , 1 with samar2.....

Hurm, mcm title aku kat atas "how do u feel lalau korang kat tmpat aku".....happy kah? Takut kah? ....as for me aku sgt berhati2 dgn perasaan aku..takut terlukaaaa lagi hukhukhuk..

I did it on 23mar..and repeating on 25th...same je resultnye.... butttt when i redo on 26th....there is not line at alll....only 1 line je.... huwaaaaa😭😭😭😭...againn how do u feel??? Btau cik hun dia ckp xpe saba...xde rezeki lg.. (mak pasrah tp masih berharap acane tuùuu) yelaaa 5 taun aku tggu oiiiì.....hukhuk....

Begitu laaaa cerite nye.....hati terluka lagiii dan lagi....pencarian cik bungahatisaya gagalll...

Ya Allah, kau tabahkanla hati ku....mak nangis x belaguù da niii hukhuk.....

p/s: my precious bungahati.....belom ade keizinan dr NYA untuk kita bertemu....semoga kita berjumpa suatu hari nanti.....amin

XOXO

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